with intention

today hasn't been the best of them...
awakened by a phone call from SBUX wanting to know where I was
then having to tell Gerald Barker inc. that no... I won't be there on time because I got my hours wrong at job # 2 or ..#1 or..
then screwing up the electrical system in the basement we are finishing. ( it's the senior p's )

now I'm here at the library and I'm not at home being a good husband and father...
I suck today and God seems distant. Obviously I'm not resting in Abba's embrace and have little solidarity in my belovedness.