with intention

wow...
just woke up from some deeep rem type sleep. whole lot of foggy stuff in my head....
one of the first things I thought about was the group of friends I would be having over to our house tonight and if there was enough food and if I had told the right people about it and if I should serve communion and ......
also pouting a bit b/c my conscious is telling me that it would be against my better judgement to serve real wine tonight for the eucharist. It will lack a lot of significance for certain folk and either way I look at it, someone will be less inclined to fully "recline" at the Lord's table because of what medium I use as the sybolic blood of Jesus Christ.
using grape juice will save me the trouble of dealing with the s#@* that would hit the fan afterward... (religious type things)
comprimise?
maybe