with intention

More Reality...

Saturday::James came to visit - we laughed and dreamed together, shared a meal at Betty's and then spent some time at the coffee table. decided then to try and look up his old friend, which led us to another old friend. The whole eve. seemed rather orchestrated by a larger reality.
Last night we had a gathering of these friends in our home. new and old...
It was amazing. we shared spagetti and laughed re:: old times. but then.. then it happened... then we got naked! yeah that's right >> we tore off every last bit of false identity and bore ourselved infront of each other...
We saw eachothers scars, hurts, pain, and lonliness. We all longed for one thing... community. we just kept sharing from the center of our beings and felt as if we could have stayed all night. We thought we knew eachother. turns out we were just friendly strangers.
The party is at Doug's next week. place called Milo. I love it there. it could be the Manor. more on the Manor later.